hmmmm....?

Iv'e never been much of a career girl, buit sometimes I have this urge to reflect back on my life you know the sort of thing what's happening, what's not happening, what do i want to happen etc etc. You think you know what you want to do with your life then POW! you can't answer the most basic of questions about it or what you want from it... i hate that! and besides knowing what i want to wear every morning and what i want to eat for lunch, i am quite indecisive and that's a lie; I can never decide what to eat for lunch! I have had this too many fingers in too many pies problem for well... as long as I can remember. But it has never felt like it was holding me back until now. I don't know what has changed, maybe it's the wanting to settle down thing or maybe I am starting to grow up (25th round the corner) or maybe I am just not happy with my situation now. Whatever it is some serious decision making is due... :-( ergh this sounds like a horoscope! ha! life eh....